Are you happy? I never knew three words would end up haunting my everyday life. Am I happy? Yes. Am I sad? Yes. Today I’ve gained some hate for the world. It’s like waking up on the wrong side of the bed a million miles away from home, with no fresh water and no blankets. My cave is the only place I want to embark. I’m so over bad attitudes, stuck up girls, and people who just down right have NO IDEA what the world has in store for them. It’s really sad that you can’t find anyone who appreciates everything they have, takes the good with the bad, etc. I’ve yet to meet someone today who is HAPPY. So this is what I have to say… PARDON me if I’m straightforward. If you don’t like it I don’t mind. FUCK everything & everyone. Fuck girls with no brains, no goals, no personality and no creativity. Fuck people who text and walk and don’t look up (put your phone down and enjoy the people around you, do you even know where the hell you are?) You’re alive appreciate it. Fuck bad drivers who are too busy doing anything but DRIVING, fuck people who hold up the lines, fuck bad service, fuck teachers who are not passionate about teaching. Fuck the rules, the regulations, the norms. Fuck bad seeds. Fuck big heads. Fuck your drama. I honestly need real people in my life who have more things to talk about then the simple-minded college students who surround me every day. I don’t care what kind of car you drive, or even if you have a car. I do NOT give a shit if your jeans are True Religion or bought from Target. I don’t care if you eat meat, or if you don’t eat at all. Is there anyone out there with a heart & a brain? Or is this world full of useless minds, and wasted souls. TODAY I HATE THE WORLD.
Monday, January 24, 2011
Monday, January 10, 2011
It has been a while...
Sooooo, I've been busy, or distracted, or BOTH! But I'm back... I'm sitting in my first hour of study hall for the term and my tutor is not even here. Although he is one of my favorite tutors I have to say that this is BULLSHIT. Why didn't the school just declare today a freaking holiday? It's a ghost town here on campus. How often will our football team play for the national championship? I'm just saying... THIS IS BULL SHIT! But here I am, and I'm going to make the most of it!
CAN'T wait for 5:30!
So winter break came and went and I had the most amazing time at home. It was so good to see my family and my friends. I spent ALL of my time at Riley's house with the boys. It's really the only place I want to spend my time. There is so much of Matt left in that house that I feel at ease whenever I'm there. Plus I couldn't ask for better company. Those boys are WAY too good to me & Boomer always makes me feel ten times better. I partied my ass off in true Hannah style. What else is winter break for? There are a few nights that definitely stand out from break. I would have to say pulling an all nighter on new years was one of the best nights I had at home. Me and Kuhfuss talked all damn night about anything and everything. Two other things that I can not leave unsaid are being reunited with my two best friends. Aubrey Lee & Bridget Cho!!! I cried my eyes out when I finally got to hug my lil bean, Bridget Cho. We belong together and we belong in the same country! Aubrey Lee is always a breath of fresh air, she gets me like no one else and I wouldn't be able to do it without her.
On top of that it was SOOOOO good seeing my FAMBAM! My lil niece Lily is so big now and man can she make me smile! Not to mention my crazy sister, she is honestly the best thing that's ever happened to me. My mom & pops are probably the coolest folks I know. They do so much for everyone in their lives, it's pretty spectacular I must say.
I got to run to class! So let's just say this is...
TO BE CONTINUED :]
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